From: Bradd Milstone Newsgroups: alt.consciousness.near-death-exp Subject: emptiness Date: 22 Feb 1998 13:23:00 -0700 Organization: Primenet Services for the Internet Lines: 11 Message-ID: <34F06C2D.A1EDB445@primenet.com> X-Posted-By: @206.165.21.155 (enki) X-Mailer: Mozilla 4.04 [en] (Win95; I) MIME-Version: 1.0 Content-Type: text/plain; charset=us-ascii Content-Transfer-Encoding: 7bit Path: ccw.ch!aetna.dolphins.ch!news.planetc.com!leto.ou.edu!hammer.uoregon.edu!news.algonet.se!newsfeed.ecrc.net!nntp.primenet.com!news.primenet.com!news.primenet.com!not-for-mail I am wandering. I don't know where. Bizarre events have occured and I am at a loss as to their explanations. I've lost loved ones. . . Why am I here? This is not happenstance, not random. I've studied physics, quantum realities, the likes of synchronicity and this--our reality. Still I am empty. I wander. I talk to someone on a computer. They don't know, either. We are all searching. Religion. I studied Buddhism, Christianity, Judaism. Nothing fills that void. So here I sit. I, alone, exist. You, alone, exist. Why? enki@primenet.com ###### From: atheme@azstarnet.com Newsgroups: alt.consciousness.near-death-exp Subject: Re: emptiness Date: Sun, 22 Feb 1998 17:39:25 -0700 Organization: Starnet Lines: 18 Message-ID: <34F0C53D.3EBB@azstarnet.com> References: <34F06C2D.A1EDB445@primenet.com> Reply-To: atheme@azstarnet.com NNTP-Posting-Host: 169.197.35.187 Mime-Version: 1.0 Content-Type: text/plain; charset=us-ascii Content-Transfer-Encoding: 7bit X-Mailer: Mozilla 3.01C-KIT (Win95; U) To: Bradd Milstone Path: ccw.ch!aetna.dolphins.ch!news.planetc.com!leto.ou.edu!hammer.uoregon.edu!logbridge.uoregon.edu!europa.clark.net!206.229.87.25!news-peer.sprintlink.net!news-backup-west.sprintlink.net!news-in-west.sprintlink.net!news.sprintlink.net!Sprint!169.197.1.22!feeder.news.azstarnet.com!reader1.news.azstarnet.com!news Bradd Milstone wrote: > > I am wandering. I don't know where. Bizarre events have occured and I > am at a loss as to their explanations. I've lost loved ones. . . Why > am I here? This is not happenstance, not random. I've studied physics, > quantum realities, the likes of synchronicity and this--our reality. > Still I am empty. I wander. I talk to someone on a computer. They > don't know, either. We are all searching. Religion. I studied > Buddhism, Christianity, Judaism. Nothing fills that void. So here I > sit. I, alone, exist. You, alone, exist. Why? > > enki@primenet.com If I had a clue I would tell you.. But the good news is your not alone, I myself have just let go of all the BS, and now just live my life..And wait for the answer.. Don't let it drive you crazy... And I will make you a deal, if I find out I will let you know, and likewise if you find out let me know.. Peace....Atheme :o) ###### From: abmacf@sonic.net (Alan B. Mac Farlane) Newsgroups: alt.consciousness.near-death-exp Subject: Re: emptiness Date: Mon, 23 Feb 1998 09:47:35 -0800 Organization: Psyche Lines: 55 Message-ID: References: <34F06C2D.A1EDB445@primenet.com> NNTP-Posting-Host: d65.pm9.sonic.net Path: ccw.ch!aetna.dolphins.ch!news.planetc.com!newsfeed.usit.net!news-dc-1.sprintlink.net!news-east.sprintlink.net!news-peer.sprintlink.net!news.sprintlink.net!Sprint!news-peer.gip.net!news.gsl.net!gip.net!streamer1.cleveland.iagnet.net!qual.net!iagnet.net!pushkin.conxion.com!ultra.sonic.net!d65.pm9.sonic.net!user Why ? To play . . . . . . . and thus learn how to walk in balance with a straight tongue, clear eyes, and no shame in your heart; so you can go to your Higher Power that way when you die. People die the way they live Dood. And to get more rigorous - it is to you in your mind that you in your I ness are alone and exist. When you think that it is also this way for other people around you - that they also are alone, existing, in their I ness - nope it dont work that way., That is you making assumptions, putting trips into other peoples heads that are not there, in your arrogance. They are not alone. Only you are. Alone. To bad. Comes from no grounding. SumBuddie In article <34F06C2D.A1EDB445@primenet.com>, Bradd Milstone wrote: > I am wandering. I don't know where. Bizarre events have occured and I > am at a loss as to their explanations. I've lost loved ones. . . Why > am I here? This is not happenstance, not random. I've studied physics, > quantum realities, the likes of synchronicity and this--our reality. > Still I am empty. I wander. I talk to someone on a computer. They > don't know, either. We are all searching. Religion. I studied > Buddhism, Christianity, Judaism. Nothing fills that void. So here I > sit. I, alone, exist. You, alone, exist. Why? > > enki@primenet.com ###### Path: ccw.ch!usenet From: Neil.Franklin.remove.this@ccw.ch Newsgroups: alt.consciousness.near-death-exp Subject: Re: emptiness Date: 23 Feb 1998 21:47:37 +0100 Organization: My own Private Self Lines: 50 Message-ID: <90r2kpzq.fsf@chonsp.franklin.lugs.ch> References: <34F06C2D.A1EDB445@primenet.com> X-Newsreader: Gnus v5.3/Emacs 19.34 Bradd Milstone has these blues: > I am wandering. I don't know where. So am I, wherever it goes; recieving, learning, ripening. > Bizarre events have occured and I am at a loss as to their > explanations. They happen here too. Take em in, grow, then you will see. > I've lost loved ones. . . So far I have been spared that one. > Why am I here? Because you were made. > This is not happenstance, not random. I've studied physics, quantum > realities Full of random, just try to predict an quant, more than statistically. > Still I am empty. I wander. No need to be, see, find anything and fill yourself; find a rest. > I talk to someone on a computer. They don't know, either. Perhaps they don't need to know; just live in wonder. > We are all searching. Religion. I studied Buddhism, > Christianity, Judaism. Nothing fills that void. If that worked, people wouldn't have abandonned it. > So here I sit. I, alone, exist. You, alone, exist. Nowhere near alone. One entire Usenet full, and many more. Just see. > Why? That is just not important. "How" is far more important. It is the path, the way, that counts, not the target. -- private: Neil.Franklin.remove.this@ccw.ch, http://www.ccw.ch/Neil.Franklin/ for Geek Code, Papernet, Voicenet, PGP public key see http: office: franklin.remove.this@arch.ethz.ch If I go missing, its once again my newsfeed that has craped